Arguing-With-Myself

Face down in the ashes of all my own fears Felt enough pain for a thousand years Unable to set myself free It seems that this was meant to be I haven't even begun There is no one Can't you see The no one is me It's not fair I don't care I know it's not fair But I don't care The sun goes upp and down The silence makes me not hear the sound I don't know who I am and who I want to be I'm unable to see Through sleepless nights every single day And how much I pray, I still feel so astray I haven't even begun There is no one Can't you see The no one is me It's not fair I don't care It's not fair With all the fear I bare But I don't care I fee

Please stand up straight I can't wait For your words That will change the world To a better place I want to be safe If possible just turn the page In the center of the place I hate I can't wait For you to wasted Your life I don't want anyone else to see Something no one can't believe such a thing would never cross your mind Decide and try to find, a step behind

Once upon a time Through oblivion You making me falling apart I'm stabbing you in the heart Sleepless again So much noise in my head It's not fair All the hate I bear You will know my name It's not me to blame No matter if I fail As the night prevails All memories of all the remains Floats through my veins Future is gone The final judgment has come Enter tragedy I crashed to the ground in agony I can't cry Pointless to even try You living in a dream, a fantasy To help me through reality This is it, cause I will make it More than I can admit But that's my benefit © Written by Arguing With Myself

As the sun goes down I cry myself to sleep And though it seems that this was meant to be I have given up so it's not worth trying Try to understand what I love denying I'm doing all I can... to separate your hate from me It always seems to be the way you look at me... That gives it all away I feel like I'm done I feel but I'm numb Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me in violation of a thought a long long time ago Won't you be my inspiration help me end my desperation now Impressive reasons fill the caverns of my mind Connected even though there's nothing left to find

I strive for depth of my life When I cut myself on the knife Whatever I do or say You always make me astray I only have my defense Until this day and night ends I'm trying to protect my senses No matter the cause and consequence I feel defenseless Take my pain Take my hate Take the rage inside of me And set my soul free Take my dreams Take my thoughts Take my memories And throw it all away The end is near I have so much to fear Take my fear Take my anxiety Take the dark inside of me And set my soul free This is that hour you never will forget It doesn't matter how many times you get I'm trying to protect my senses No matter the cause

The bad days the pulls you away You forgetting, it's not me to blame Stand up straight You know I can't wait I write L on your forehead You are and will aways be a Loser Just one step closer Then I will smash your face into pieces You must answer for... From the night before So open your eyes We will all die Maybe not now But we know nothing about tomorrow You are nothing to me You are bleeding And I don't care If you bleeding out on the chair But try to make your prayer But I have my despair It wont be long until you hear all the lies So open your fucking eyes Inside me lies all the lies How can I decide Anything when you always cries &